Hazard to Myself

Current Mood: Depressed

Hey everyone so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve just been really busy and life keeps throwing me curve balls left and right I got a job at Amazon warehouse, I started on the 29th but unfortunately I got fired today because I had to take a vicodin (explain later) last night and I slept in without calling my work so it resulted to a no call no show – instant termination. Also last Thursday I was in a car accident nothing too bad just a good o’ fender bender. I was driving home on the freeway and the ramp I usually take home was closed so I had to get off and turn around to get onto another ramp, as I was driving I had this weird bad feeling I shouldn’t be going this way (maybe because the guy infront of me kept swerving and his brakes were crap??) I followed him (not on purpose) until we both got off on the same ramp, as I was about to stop he crashed into someone and since I couldn’t stop in time, I crashed into him. Thank god there was hardly any damage on his and my car but it scared the crap out of me. For one, I didn’t have my license on me I couldn’t find it that previous morning for work so I just left home without it. And two, this was my first accident I had no idea what to do. We were all just going to resolve it ourselves when the highway patrol showed up (we were blocking a lane of traffic) and had us follow him. The only thing I got out of it was a sprained knee and some bruises but I’m ok. I was just in shock for a couple days and being scared to drive. That same day however, I did manage to drop a couple boxes on my toe so now its bruised, swollen and gross. Its not broken thank god but I’m probably going to end up losing the nail because its slowing dying from all the blood that’s underneath it. The doctor said he could’ve drained it but didn’t want to because it wasn’t that swollen. Although yesterday I stubbed it on a door and managed to drain it myself (it was soooo gross!)

Now that the holidays are coming I don’t know how much time I’ll be on here although I have all the time in the world again.. I hate being fired and I tried to explain to them that it was an accident and I could still come in but they don’t care. I’m seasonal, less money for them to dish out I suppose. I even have a doctor’s note saying that I need to take the vicodin for pain but I guess they don’t allow ppl to work there because it is a warehouse and there’s alot of heavy machinery. Blah. So I have no idea what I’m going to do about a job I’ll get one check but that’s probably going to go towards Christmas and bills.

Well I’d though I’d update a little bit to show that I am still alive and I’ll try to write as much as possible. I’m going to go shopping with my friend Holli and her baby so I’ll try to write more later.