Sooo my birthday is on thursday! As it says in the title, I’m turning 23. It’s so weird saying that. I wonder where the hell has my life gone? I know I’m not that old but sheesh! It’s crazy to think eight years ago I was barely starting high school, five years ago I was graduating.. And I can’t tell you how graduation was or high school because I barely remember anything. I think my memory is turning itself on me *shakes fist*

Anyways, I hope I can figure out what to do that day because I have no ideaaa… I want to party it out of course because how often do I get to do that? But I also have to plan around my friend’s agendas :\ So I’m thinking about just doing it on Friday so I know more people can show up but the only bad thing about that is I have class in the morning on Saturday :boo: But yeah.. idk what to do

God I hate when Blizzard is working on the realms. I know they need to so there’s nothing wrong with play but , they always do it when I really need to do something… Yes I know I’m addicted to WoW… I was even thinking of making a WoW blog, how nerdy is that?

Well I’m going to get off here and make me some food, I’M STARVING!

Well I finally found out all my grades for my classes since I sucked at tests they’re not what I want them to be but they’re not so bad.. I have mostly all B’s. Hopefully I can bring them higher than that but with what’s going on I can’t concentrate. Plus I’ve never learned how to study properly. I just don’t retain information infront of a test >.<. Sometimes I wish no one invented them! But I guess its better than having an F.

In Psychology I’m suppose to write a paper about a mental process or behavior but I can’t decide on what I want to talk about. I could talk about PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) because three people in my family have it including myself but I’m also interested in learning Autism. But I just can’t figure out what I want to do. Anyone have any ideas?

Well I have to get off here and get ready to go to Biology tonight. I have a lecture and then a lab so I’ll be there a couple hours…yay haha Have a good night everyone

Why hello there

It seems like each time I write its always a month or so away from the last entry…blah.. IM SO SORRY I’ve actually been REALLY busy with so much on my plate that I don’t even know if I want the meal or just go straight for dessert Sorry that was lame Anyways I thought I would come back and fix up this poor neglected website, clean off its cobwebs and start anew. Since I’m so busy I don’t even have time to make a template but this one will do :). I don’t know what the hell I was thinking with that last one – yuck!

Well I guess I can talk about what’s been going on with my life since I haven’t actually been here in awhile sooo… here goes

Well as you know from my last post my house is going into foreclosure in April and I need to find a place to stay. Unfortunately, the only option is to move into Aaron’s parent’s house. Sounds great right? WRONG! We have to live in a trailer in the backyard…………………………………… WHAT? Yes its true, we’re looking for a trailer that we can live as comfy as possible. Might I add with a two year old on weekends? Sooo.. life isn’t too good for me right now. On other news, my mom has a boyfriend :O (for those just now visiting the site for the first time, my dad passed away back in April 08) Talk about yet again another shocker from dear old mom! >.<

On a better note… I GOT A NEW LAPTOP I finally got my federal student aid a couple weeks ago and bought myself a new laptop. My old one was such a POS that I should just throw it away but me being a packrat, I kept it (and you never know!)

HP Pavilion dv4

She’s so pretty, light and a perfect size If you want to know the specifications click here lol I’m sad however, the brand new camera I got in December…. I lost it I went to a local metal show and laid it down somewhere *sigh* or at least I think that’s what happened.. who knows? It might appear somehow or someone has their grubby little fingers on it. So I can’t take any pictures until I get ANOTHER one However my birthday (March 11th) is coming up *nudge*

Well I guess I’m going to get off here and get a little shut-eye considering its 5:49am Good night/morning everyone! I’ll write more later (I PROMISE!)

I swear I’m not cut out to being a webhostess since I never update the site! >.< I’m  so sorry everyone, I’ve been extremely busy this last month. I’ve been dealing with alot of drama as well. I’ve been trying to save my house (well my mom’s) from foreclosure but unfortunately tonight I found out, that’s not going to be possible Aaron’s dad was going to help us by buying it from my mom and refinancing it but he can’t because he needs to think of his family’s needs first and buy them a new and better home. So in the next couple of months I’m going to have to see what I have to get rid of (like losing my lifetime home isn’t enough?) and what I can keep. Also to see where we can go to even live.. When Aaron told me, I felt my heart break and the weight of the world falling down on my shoulders. I have lived in this house (on and off) for 22 years.. I grew up here.. and now it’s getting ripped from my fingers to give to strangers. I hate to think of this house belonging to someone else, its not fair……

Off to go play WoW to brighten my mood..

Well as you can see I made yet another new layout, the old one was too boring and plain so I decided to spice it up a little bit How do you guys like the rainbows? I’m trying to fix the header but whatever I do, I can’t seem to move it upwards. So I took a break to write in here since I hardly do anyways although I’m trying really hard to change that! But with the holidays and stress, I hardly have time to take a breather.

I can’t believe Christmas is in 4 days, man has this year flown by! But I don’t know if I’m the only one but it doesn’t seem like its even Christmas time. Maybe its because I’m from Phoenix and I don’t get snow… or the fact that I really have no one except Aaron and Lilly to spend it with. Speaking of Christmas however, on the 12th I went to a Christmas party for Aaron’s work to get into the spirit. We stayed at a hotel for the night and it was so beautiful and romantic It def. helped with our relationship The party itself was ok, it felt like prom all over again (except this time it wasn’t at a zoo ) Although, before the party I got paid and bought…….A NEW CAMERA!

Don’t I look classy?

I’m so happy I finally got a new camera, the first pics I took aren’t so great because I was still getting used to all the modes and stuff. It has alot more than my old camera did (although I do miss the good macro on that one, this one I still need to figure it out) So since I got this new camera I signed up for a Vimeo account because I need more videos and since I’m not a big fan of Youtube, I’d thought I’d give it a shot. So to celebrate my new account I uploaded a video of a juggler at the party who was juggling LED bowling pins to Soulja Boy The quality like I said isn’t the greatest because I was still getting used to it but here it is anyways

Isn’t that cool? I got some pictures of him too with my slow shutter speed and they look pretty cool as well. Maybe I’ll upload the pics to my Flickr account later when I remember to. I swear my brain has lost its function and I’m on auto-pilot. Before I know it, it’s going to be my birthday Well I’m going to get off here and try to get some sleep, possibly draw something, who knows! If I don’t write, I hope everyone a safe and wonderful Christmas

Hey everyone so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve just been really busy and life keeps throwing me curve balls left and right I got a job at Amazon warehouse, I started on the 29th but unfortunately I got fired today because I had to take a vicodin (explain later) last night and I slept in without calling my work so it resulted to a no call no show – instant termination. Also last Thursday I was in a car accident nothing too bad just a good o’ fender bender. I was driving home on the freeway and the ramp I usually take home was closed so I had to get off and turn around to get onto another ramp, as I was driving I had this weird bad feeling I shouldn’t be going this way (maybe because the guy infront of me kept swerving and his brakes were crap??) I followed him (not on purpose) until we both got off on the same ramp, as I was about to stop he crashed into someone and since I couldn’t stop in time, I crashed into him. Thank god there was hardly any damage on his and my car but it scared the crap out of me. For one, I didn’t have my license on me I couldn’t find it that previous morning for work so I just left home without it. And two, this was my first accident I had no idea what to do. We were all just going to resolve it ourselves when the highway patrol showed up (we were blocking a lane of traffic) and had us follow him. The only thing I got out of it was a sprained knee and some bruises but I’m ok. I was just in shock for a couple days and being scared to drive. That same day however, I did manage to drop a couple boxes on my toe so now its bruised, swollen and gross. Its not broken thank god but I’m probably going to end up losing the nail because its slowing dying from all the blood that’s underneath it. The doctor said he could’ve drained it but didn’t want to because it wasn’t that swollen. Although yesterday I stubbed it on a door and managed to drain it myself (it was soooo gross!)

Now that the holidays are coming I don’t know how much time I’ll be on here although I have all the time in the world again.. I hate being fired and I tried to explain to them that it was an accident and I could still come in but they don’t care. I’m seasonal, less money for them to dish out I suppose. I even have a doctor’s note saying that I need to take the vicodin for pain but I guess they don’t allow ppl to work there because it is a warehouse and there’s alot of heavy machinery. Blah. So I have no idea what I’m going to do about a job I’ll get one check but that’s probably going to go towards Christmas and bills.

Well I’d though I’d update a little bit to show that I am still alive and I’ll try to write as much as possible. I’m going to go shopping with my friend Holli and her baby so I’ll try to write more later.

Hello! How is everyone’s Friday the 13th going? (Thanks to Emily btw for her tweet, I would’ve never noticed til later or even tomorrow ) Anyways, I’ve decided to renew my poor neglected livejournal. Don’t worry I’ll still be writing in here but I thought that since this site is more public than LJ that I would be writing more of my most precious secrets and thoughts because I never know who’s gonna pop in and read something (especially people I don’t want reading this stuff) I know I can do privacy stuff and password everything but… I’m lazy xD If you want to check it out heres the link (click). Like I said however, its going to be private so you’re gonna have to befriend me to be able to read it Also I won’t accept just anyone, sorry but I’m very cautious about my privacy here on the net so you’re either gonna have to say who you are (if I know you from being an affiliate or from me/you visiting eachothers sites) or that you found the journal from this site.

Anyways! I’m going to fix up some new content for this poor site and also rearrange a few stuff. I’ve been looking at all the pages and feel disgusted that I’ve let these pages look like that (Aaron’s page for example….yuck) So expect that and possibly some new content! Gosh I really don’t know what to write today, I keep having brain farts so I’m going to stop writing and get on the ball! Have a nice day everyone!

Questions:

1. What would you like to see here?

2. Do you have a livejournal? If so, what’s the link

3. Do you things on Friday the 13th? If so, what?

Hi everyone! How is everyone doing today? Yes I’m in a good mood right now because last night I was able to get out of the house to go to First Friday! Many of you are probably wondering “What is this First Friday?” Its ok a bunch of my friends asked what it is too! First Friday is a monthly event here in Phoenix that allows artists to display their art down a street and also The Phoenix Art Museum There’s music, food and so many unique people! I wish I would’ve gotten pictures but unfortunately my camera is MIA at the moment. Plus it’s been having issues so I need to get it fixed or just buy a new one But it was so much fun and made me inspired to create my own art and possibly sell it there as well with one of my buddies ^_^ I can’t wait to begin but I have so many ideas I don’t know which one to pick! Don’t worry though if I do make some stuff I will post pictures

Well I’m going to go do some blog-hopping, I haven’t done that in quite some time Have a good day!

Questions:
1. Does your city/state have a First Friday or something like it?
2. Do you like Art? If so, what kinds?
3. Do you have a gallery displaying your stuff? If so, link it! I would love to see

Look who’s back with a new layout! Yes, you guessed it…ME! I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting this site I’ve just been really busy these last couple of months. I’ve been trying to get a job but I haven’t had any luck It sucks I know I don’t have the best work history but that shouldn’t be such a big deal.. ugh

It sucks this is my first real post after a long time and I don’t even know what to talk about blaaaaaahh.. I need to really update some pages, they’re lacking some creativity. I should also offer some more stuff for you. I need to buy a new mouse for my laptop because the other one stopped working Its hard to use a laptop touchpad to make something in photo editing programs. I also need to update my q*bee quilt, I have so many members bears and stamps to add!

Well I guess I’m off to go do that and watch some tv before I goto sleep. I’ll write more later

Hey everyone just a quick post to let you know I’m making a new theme so if you see my website looking funky that’s what is going on