Current Mood: Depressed

I swear I’m not cut out to being a webhostess since I never update the site! >.< I’m  so sorry everyone, I’ve been extremely busy this last month. I’ve been dealing with alot of drama as well. I’ve been trying to save my house (well my mom’s) from foreclosure but unfortunately tonight I found out, that’s not going to be possible Aaron’s dad was going to help us by buying it from my mom and refinancing it but he can’t because he needs to think of his family’s needs first and buy them a new and better home. So in the next couple of months I’m going to have to see what I have to get rid of (like losing my lifetime home isn’t enough?) and what I can keep. Also to see where we can go to even live.. When Aaron told me, I felt my heart break and the weight of the world falling down on my shoulders. I have lived in this house (on and off) for 22 years.. I grew up here.. and now it’s getting ripped from my fingers to give to strangers. I hate to think of this house belonging to someone else, its not fair……

Off to go play WoW to brighten my mood..

Current Mood: Busy

Well as you can see I made yet another new layout, the old one was too boring and plain so I decided to spice it up a little bit How do you guys like the rainbows? I’m trying to fix the header but whatever I do, I can’t seem to move it upwards. So I took a break to write in here since I hardly do anyways although I’m trying really hard to change that! But with the holidays and stress, I hardly have time to take a breather.

I can’t believe Christmas is in 4 days, man has this year flown by! But I don’t know if I’m the only one but it doesn’t seem like its even Christmas time. Maybe its because I’m from Phoenix and I don’t get snow… or the fact that I really have no one except Aaron and Lilly to spend it with. Speaking of Christmas however, on the 12th I went to a Christmas party for Aaron’s work to get into the spirit. We stayed at a hotel for the night and it was so beautiful and romantic It def. helped with our relationship The party itself was ok, it felt like prom all over again (except this time it wasn’t at a zoo ) Although, before the party I got paid and bought…….A NEW CAMERA!

Don’t I look classy?

I’m so happy I finally got a new camera, the first pics I took aren’t so great because I was still getting used to all the modes and stuff. It has alot more than my old camera did (although I do miss the good macro on that one, this one I still need to figure it out) So since I got this new camera I signed up for a Vimeo account because I need more videos and since I’m not a big fan of Youtube, I’d thought I’d give it a shot. So to celebrate my new account I uploaded a video of a juggler at the party who was juggling LED bowling pins to Soulja Boy The quality like I said isn’t the greatest because I was still getting used to it but here it is anyways

Isn’t that cool? I got some pictures of him too with my slow shutter speed and they look pretty cool as well. Maybe I’ll upload the pics to my Flickr account later when I remember to. I swear my brain has lost its function and I’m on auto-pilot. Before I know it, it’s going to be my birthday Well I’m going to get off here and try to get some sleep, possibly draw something, who knows! If I don’t write, I hope everyone a safe and wonderful Christmas

Current Mood: Depressed

Hey everyone so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve just been really busy and life keeps throwing me curve balls left and right I got a job at Amazon warehouse, I started on the 29th but unfortunately I got fired today because I had to take a vicodin (explain later) last night and I slept in without calling my work so it resulted to a no call no show – instant termination. Also last Thursday I was in a car accident nothing too bad just a good o’ fender bender. I was driving home on the freeway and the ramp I usually take home was closed so I had to get off and turn around to get onto another ramp, as I was driving I had this weird bad feeling I shouldn’t be going this way (maybe because the guy infront of me kept swerving and his brakes were crap??) I followed him (not on purpose) until we both got off on the same ramp, as I was about to stop he crashed into someone and since I couldn’t stop in time, I crashed into him. Thank god there was hardly any damage on his and my car but it scared the crap out of me. For one, I didn’t have my license on me I couldn’t find it that previous morning for work so I just left home without it. And two, this was my first accident I had no idea what to do. We were all just going to resolve it ourselves when the highway patrol showed up (we were blocking a lane of traffic) and had us follow him. The only thing I got out of it was a sprained knee and some bruises but I’m ok. I was just in shock for a couple days and being scared to drive. That same day however, I did manage to drop a couple boxes on my toe so now its bruised, swollen and gross. Its not broken thank god but I’m probably going to end up losing the nail because its slowing dying from all the blood that’s underneath it. The doctor said he could’ve drained it but didn’t want to because it wasn’t that swollen. Although yesterday I stubbed it on a door and managed to drain it myself (it was soooo gross!)

Now that the holidays are coming I don’t know how much time I’ll be on here although I have all the time in the world again.. I hate being fired and I tried to explain to them that it was an accident and I could still come in but they don’t care. I’m seasonal, less money for them to dish out I suppose. I even have a doctor’s note saying that I need to take the vicodin for pain but I guess they don’t allow ppl to work there because it is a warehouse and there’s alot of heavy machinery. Blah. So I have no idea what I’m going to do about a job I’ll get one check but that’s probably going to go towards Christmas and bills.

Well I’d though I’d update a little bit to show that I am still alive and I’ll try to write as much as possible. I’m going to go shopping with my friend Holli and her baby so I’ll try to write more later.